Is that light is an imaginary picture of my mind that I should keep while I am doing meditation? Or I can really see it when I am reach certain level of conciousness?

QUESTION: Dear Alaje, while I was doing meditation as you said in Part 4 of your video, I didn't see any light covering me. Is that light is an imaginary picture of my mind that I should keep while I am doing meditation? Or I can really see it when I am reach certain level of conciousness? Thank you.

Is there a reason why i'm drawn to this information about the pleiadians and the spirituality?

QUESTION: ..after Billy Meier i started to read books such as Bob Fissle and Niel Donald Walsh and Barba Handclaw and Barbra Marcinak and my level of awareness changed dramaticly im more happier lovable and open person i compleatly changed for the better my question is, is there a reason why i'm drawn to this information about the pleiadians and the spirituality???..2 years ago i would of never of thought to think i would be down this path of light and awareness!! i convert all your videos into audio and listin too it on my ipod dayely!!!! hahaha