Do you know what evil beigs want from me when I get paralyzed at night?

QUESTION: Dear Alaje, I have some troubles at night, sometimes I get paralyzed at night, I can't move or scream. And I know that these are beings that are evil, sometimes I see them but sometimes I break free from the paralysis before they show up. Do you know what they want from me? I don't know how they can do that since I am meditating with love and have been sending love for weeks now..... Do you know?

How can i remember what i have been before this life?

QUESTION: How can i remember what i have been before this life, thank you:)